JELES ^^

sumpa ak jeles bile ak tgk sume ak mmbe2 ak hapy ngn pasangn yea.
bila la ak na jadi mcm kau erk,syah ngn miera?
kau da kapel ngn ye dekat 5 thn lebih..
untng korng jmpe stu same laen,tp ak bile na idop hapy mcm kau erk?
na jgk ak merase kash syg sorng awek yg baek,haha..syah,pnjm awek kau sari
na rase ape yg kau rse,bole an?kite kan kawn.haha ^^
tlg carikan kat ak pasangn idop untk ak sorng!
pliss pliss pliss

bodoh kan aku ?

bodoh kan aku . sayangkan GF org . nape aku sayang sangt sangat kat kau ? npe ak x boleh na lupekan kau ? nape aku susah sangt na lupekan kau ! macam macam cara aku buat untuk lupekan kau , tp ak tak bole . aku tau aku jahat . aku da ad makwe , kau pon ade pakwe . nape kau kate kate sayang aku sedangkan kau sudah ade yea ? tolong aku lepekan yea ! aku harap sangt . aku na lupekan sume ni , ak ta mo sedh lagi sebab sorang permpuan ! aku just na anggap kau sebagai kawan aku . ta lebeh dari tu . aku tau kau memang heppy ngn yea ! tolong , lupakan aku . kembali kepadanya . aku cuna na bahgia ngan hidup aku skrng . :'(

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ku na tnye koam nih , ap mknenye ble kte asyik teringt ingt kat some one , smpai kte mimpi mimpi yea ? mnd tuu k oam pnggl sayam n jath cinta ? p ak ta pena pom anggp yea mcm tuu , ta pena pom ak ter piki yg ak akn ske , sayam , cinta lg a ! ak just anggp yea kawn baek ak jea , k salh npe yg ak anggp slame nie ? n dax tuu pom baek ngn ku , baek sesangt ! ta mcm yea layn kawn yea yg laen . sedngkan yea suda tau yg ak da brpunya , npe kau layn ku mcm nie ? lau layann kau mcm nie trhadp ku , ta munkin ku akn anggp kau sbg kawm ak jea ! ak arap kau pahm ak yg ak kte , ak sayam kau . tp sbg kawn aja . . ta lebh dri itu ! ak ta mo ilng mu dri idup ak .

kawan lama

pergh!lame gyle ak x update ak punya blog.ak check ak punya blog,da berhabuk,kulat pon ad jgk cikitcikit!haha..tah la,maybe sbb ak lme x update ak punya blog sbb x ad cte baru,aku just ulangi mnde yg sme setiap hri.bosn ngn hidp ak skrng,x ad bnde bru ak na buat! T-T

anyway,barubaru ni ak contact balek ngn kawn pertama ak di laman maya!ye ni an,punyalah cun..ak try ayt ye dlu..tp ayt ak x pena sangkut kat yea..maybe ayt ku x power kot!haha.ak kenl ngn ye dalm stu buln j kot,then ye senyap terus,ak call asyik voicemaill aja.mulemule ak ingt ye da maty  :p  (soe bb ak pk mcm tuu sal mu)  hahaha.tiaptiap mlm ak on9 ak punya YM sbb na tgk yea on9 ta,da mask 2 thn..bru ak 6mpk yea on9 balk,waswas jgk ak na tego yea.bmbng yea da x kenl ak!p last2,yea yg tego ak dulu. "wei,npe smbng sangt ngn ak haa?ak lempang kang bru tau! " tuu ayt yea ble tego ak!haha,mse cht ngn yea..mmg rapt ak kteorg!smpai skrng pn ad jgk rse na kpe ngn yea.p ak pk baek ak just kawn jea ngn ye,ak x snggp ilng sorng agy kawn dalm hidp ak!

smpai di sini aja coretan ku kani ini.till next time :)
*ak arap kte akn tetl kawn smpai ble2 ~nurfarhanah bt mohd rawa~

fresh new start

just arrive last night at 1.24 morning .
really hopping that it will be ok , both for me and her . hee  =]
heard that she already have another bf . hakhak ,
never mined that , i already swear to myself that i will do anything to forget about her
really , i swear that i will forget about her !
dear god , please help me . i begged to u my lord !
now that im here , there is no turning back .
just move forward , n live your life !

first day kje

semlm (8.2.2011) first day ku kje kt sup utara . kdai tuu simple j , but .. mmg syok gile . bos spoting , ta ske mengarh ngarah , n pling pntng .. ye trime care ku krja ! hehe  =]  gaji pn kre on lhaa RM20 stu hri , krja stat pukl 5 ptg smpai 12 mlm . ok lhaa pd tmpt krja lme ku , pent gyl ! krja 12 jam 30 minit satu hri . gaji plak RM19 j .. tuu kalau ta potng gaji ! isk , mmg tertekn lhaa krja kt sna , jauh beza ngn kmpt krja ku skrng . maka6 pn tauke bg , siap pkse ku tmbh agy  =p  burkkk ! kenyang gyle ku semlm . tp an , bos tuu knakn ku semlm .. ye letk lada 3 sudu ! ye da tau ku mmg ta bole makn makn6 peds2 . ku makn 2 sudu jep , air mta ngn idung ku nengalr , yeorg skekn ak smpai 30 minit bru bernti ! mmg sedh ah  T-T  tp ta pe , ku akn tetp brsabr ! btw , thanks rina bb buat driku tak kesunyian semlm ! really appreciate it <3

awk..

awk...
awk anggp sy ap ?
serng sy tnye awk soklan nie,bkn sy nk meragui cnte awk
tp sy nk kepastian,
kepastian yg awk ta kn curng ngn sy...

awk...
awk tau betapa sy sygkn awk ?
awk tau betape sy cntekn awk ?
sy tau awk budak comel..
rmai yg nkkn awk sbg mkwe awk...
sbb tuu jgk sy slalu tnye awk sokln tuu

awk..
sy slalu tnye awk sokln tuu sbb...
awk slalu tak enthkn sy
awk slalu tak bals text sy
kekadang sy trtnye...
spe sy pda awk
awk anggp sy ni pkwe awk
atau pun sekadar kawn..

awk...
sy sedh ble awk buat sy mcm tak wujd dalm hidp awk
awk,
sy kecewa sbb awk buat sy mcm ni
sy nk kte jdi mcm pasangn yg laen,
slalu happy,
gmbira sesame,ska atau duka
sy nk jgk tgk awk happy ble awk ngn sy

awk...sy tau mungkn salh sy
mungkn sbb perangai sy
sy tau sy tak pndai nk jga perasaan awk
sy tak hargai awk kehadirn awk dalm hidp sy

tp sy nk awk tau
yg sy slalu sygkn awk
sy akn slalu cntekn awk...
awk,sy akn tetp sygkn awk
smpai sy mti

no reason for love

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man : I can't tell the reason. But I really like you...

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,

because your voice is sweet,

because you are caring,

because you are loving,

because you are thoughtful,

because of your smile,

because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.

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Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went into the coma stage.

The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you...Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you...Now can you smile? Now can you move?

No, therefore, I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you...And love doesn't need a reason

With love always,

Forever yours.

*******

Relationships are hard to handle......might even seem impossible at times.There will be many fights and many quarrels,

many disagreements and many tears.....

The easiest thing would be to give up.

But if we spent half the energy we use in fighting with each other,

and spend that energy in fighting to keep the relationship strong, then that is love……

Remember, in a relationship, giving up is not the solution Disagreements, fights and quarrels will always be there.

But you must always fight harder to stay together.

Some fights are truly worth fighting!

someone sent this to me =]

umm . betol ka kawann tuh time sukaa je ad ? tym kitee nangis . dowam taa pedulikan kitee ? entahlahh . pasal tuh ak taa sure sangad lahh kan ? tpy bgy akuhh . ak mmpunyai rmae kawn sukee n kawan berdukee y selaluu d samping akuhh terutamenyee ad laa s0wam kawan akuh ni kam ? entahlaa . kadangkadang dea mcm sayang kat akuh lebih dry awek deaa . ak 0m maluu kdg2 ngn awek dea , tpy camne kann ? ak ngn dea da lame kawan , seingatt akuu la da lime taun gak laa kite0wam kawan . dry ak gaduhh ngn dea smpaee ak jdy sayang gilee kat dea . umm kite0wam mase tuh sekelass la kan ? dea nihh kapel ngn kwn akuhh mase tuh , IZYAN , then sejakk tu laa kite0wam mulee rapat kan ? akuhh kireny 0wam tgah la nih , hehe . then one day uhh , ak g jalan2 la kan ? then ak nampakk la ad 0wam bentyy moto kat depan akuhh . uhh . maluu gile sebab mase tuh ak taa pkae tdung , maklumlaaa taa matched agy  kann mase tuh , bhhah ! then , ku tny aa 'wess wat nde mum snim , dea unx jwb'nim kg akulaa smbil kepox pale akuhh ! siot punyee kwn ! then since arytuh kite0wam maken rapat , maken rapadd laa kan , dea selaluu ad time ak sedeyhh , ak unx gtuh la , then lau dea ad masalahh unx , ak jugak dea cry uhh , sebab dea nihh kire rmae gak aa awekk , kire player aa kan ? bhahah ! adek angkat unx rmae , bederuuu , lteyh lau ak naa senarai ann kat sini , bhaha ! kire ok a , sebab bilee ngn dea , ak leyh cakap suke aty akuhh je , dea unx taa penah naa marah ak cakap apeapee kat dea , lantakk ak la kan ? name unx mlut akuh , so , suke aty akulaa , ak naa mencarut ke , menyumpah ke kat dea , dea time seadanya sebab dea da taw pangai ak nih , mulut xdep insurans gilee babii a , haha , ! so , ak naa cakap kat sini kuu sayang gile dea , ak taa penah cakap kat dea , sebab ak maluu , so arinihh , ak naa ckp , ak sayang gileegilee babi mum , hehe , ak tataw gane naa reply budi mum kat akuhh , n akuhh cume naa cakap , persahabatn kitee adalahh y terindahh buad dry akuh , gile , ak ase teharuh sebab mum sayang aku , bhahah ! ak unx sayang mum , hope pesahabatan kitee kekal aa ? ok ? ku sayangg mu ! bhhah . mohd alep bin zuklifli ~~ <3

haha . engad x agy mase nim ? ak ajop mum g mkn nasy ea ? bhaha !

my sadest memory

ak ingt nk tuls mnd laen hri ni.

p ble ak bukk photo album dalm leptop ak,

ak 6mpk sekepng gmbo yg ak cri slame ni..

gmbo org yg ak syg..

gmbo yg brjya ubh dri ak..

gmbo org yg btl2 sygkn ak..

ak kenl ngn org ni mse ak balk dri bndr

smpai kt tgh jaln,hujn turun,..

ak ingt nk redah j

pas tuu,maken lame maken lebat

lme jgk ak tnggu hujn serik

pas tu ye datng brteduh jgk(satuu bngsal ngn ak)

mle2 ak tgk ye ni mcm ta mo jgk stay kt bngsal tu ngn ak

ye la..maybe mka ak ni mcm dax jaht...

da la ak tenung mka ye,sbb mka ye 2 cute sangt2 !!

ak ingt agy ayt ye gtau kt ak..

"jgn tenung lme ngt,takut la ak"

ak bals la balek

"nk buat mcm mne,awk ni cute sangt"

(ak ngaku,dlu ni ak ni player..walaupun rupe x ad)

pas pada 2,ktaorg sembng mcm da lme ktorg kenl

tp nme ye pn ak x kenl agy time tu

smpai hujn da serik pn ktaorg still sembng agy..

time ktaorg nk balk,ak smpt mntx num hp ye,,

ye pkai num mxcis,ak pkai no clcom

p ak x ksa,ak still call ye mlm 2..

maken lme ak call ye ngn text ye

maken syg ak kt ye,dalm semnggu pas tkaorg first time meet

ak tnye ye

"klu sy kte sy syg awk,awk nk kte ap??"

pas 2 ye cakp

"i love u too"

ak happy gle ble ye juge syg ak

mle2 ak nk maenkn ye aja(sbb ak kn player)

p ble ak da kenl hti ye,ak btl2 jath hti ngn ye

tp,pda mse yg sme..ak tetp ngn prangai lme ak..

ak tetp usha gurl laen.

genap sebuln ak kpe ngn ye,ye kenlkn ak ngn family ye

mle2 family ye x trime ak,p lme2 parents ye da bg ak green light

tp hubungn kmi ta kekl lme,

ak ingt lg,mse ak dapt result PMR ak,ye la org prtame ak call

tp ye x angkt,ak call akk ye...

akk ye suro ak datng hospital

ak bmbng kalau jdi ap2 kt ye,ak bmbng lau ak kehilangn ye...

ak bmbng sangt2 !!

smpai kt hspital,ak tgk ye ad kt ats katl

ak tgk badn ye lemah,mka ye pucat

ye pndang ak,dan cube snyum kt ak

senyumn yg ye ukirkn buat ak bersalah,buat ak menyesl

ak dah maenkn hti ye,ak da lkekn perasaan ye

lme ad stay kt sblh ye..

keluarga ye tngglkn kmi,mungkn yeorg pahm ak

ak nk brsndirian ngn ye

ak nk mntx maap ngn ye,ak nk bgtau ye yg ak btl2 cntekn ye !!

ble tnggl kmi dua org,ye cakp kt ak

"sy tau yg awk curng ngn sy,sy tau awk ad pmpuan laen..tp sy buat ta tau sbb sy btl2 cntekn awk.

sy tau sy x layk untk awk,awk siht,x mcm sy"

lme jgk ak menangs kt sblh ye..tiap titk air mte ak jath

ak menyesl sbb maenkn perasaan ye

ak menyesl sbb x jga ye ngn baek

ak menyesl sangt2

awk..

kat awk maseh hidup,sy nk awk tau yg sy da brubah..

sy x mcm alip yg awk kenl dlu

kalau awk masek hidp,sy nk awk tau..

yg sy maseh cntekn awk,yg sy maseh sygkn awk mcm dlu

mcm kli prtama kte kpe..

awk,walaupn da 2 thn awk tngglkn sy,sy maseh ingt mka awk

sy maseh ingt senyumn awk,sy maseh ingt segalanya tntng awk..

awk.

kalau sy tau yg awk sakit,sy xkn maenkn cnte awk

sy xkn lukakn perasaan awk

sy akn jga awk

awk,sy syg awk sangt2..

npe awk tngglkn sy?

npe awk tngglkn sy ble sy da jmpe pmpuan untk sy??

npe awk..

awk,tiap kli sy ingt pasl awk..sy psti nangs

skrng pn sy tgh nangs sbb sy nyesl..

sy nyesl sangt sbb maenkn cnte awk

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I LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH

new start !

ta tau a npe nk tuls sal ni ..
tetibe j tergerak aty ku ni mau tules sal ni.
masok ari nie .. genap 1 minggu ak pts ngn dax sorng ni =]
mule-mule mmg la ak frust gler !
p naseb la ak ad mmbr-mmber yank slalu bg ak moral support kat ku

benonye,bru ak sedo ak j yg trgile-gilekn ye
(bleh a ak nk masok wad gile.haha)
sedngkn ye ni x prnh nk ciyes ngn ak
bru ak tau yg cnte ak ni x layk buat dri ye
mmg a ak ngn ye bnyk ngt dugaan,ye la....
dax tu chumel,baek..mmg la rmai org nk kt ye
da la ak ni x la smat mne.hehe

bru ak tau yg slame ni ye da maenkn perasaan ak..
tp ak x ksa,sbb ak jgk yg salh
ak ta pedulikn kate-kate saing ak sal ye
skrni ni bru ak tau makne
'KAWAN LAGI PENTING DARIPADA AWEK'
thanks guys,sbb ajrkn ak satuu bnde paling penting
ak mmg untng sangt dapt kawn cm korng
opss ! out of topic .. =p

ape-ape pom,skrng ni nme ey** x ad dalm kamus idup ak
ak harp kau xkn maenkn hti mne-mne laki mcm kau buat kt ak
cukp a hti ak yg kau lukai  =]
n now im happy with my new life without u
i pray for u happiness