awk..

awk...
awk anggp sy ap ?
serng sy tnye awk soklan nie,bkn sy nk meragui cnte awk
tp sy nk kepastian,
kepastian yg awk ta kn curng ngn sy...

awk...
awk tau betapa sy sygkn awk ?
awk tau betape sy cntekn awk ?
sy tau awk budak comel..
rmai yg nkkn awk sbg mkwe awk...
sbb tuu jgk sy slalu tnye awk sokln tuu

awk..
sy slalu tnye awk sokln tuu sbb...
awk slalu tak enthkn sy
awk slalu tak bals text sy
kekadang sy trtnye...
spe sy pda awk
awk anggp sy ni pkwe awk
atau pun sekadar kawn..

awk...
sy sedh ble awk buat sy mcm tak wujd dalm hidp awk
awk,
sy kecewa sbb awk buat sy mcm ni
sy nk kte jdi mcm pasangn yg laen,
slalu happy,
gmbira sesame,ska atau duka
sy nk jgk tgk awk happy ble awk ngn sy

awk...sy tau mungkn salh sy
mungkn sbb perangai sy
sy tau sy tak pndai nk jga perasaan awk
sy tak hargai awk kehadirn awk dalm hidp sy

tp sy nk awk tau
yg sy slalu sygkn awk
sy akn slalu cntekn awk...
awk,sy akn tetp sygkn awk
smpai sy mti

no reason for love

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man : I can't tell the reason. But I really like you...

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,

because your voice is sweet,

because you are caring,

because you are loving,

because you are thoughtful,

because of your smile,

because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.

********

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went into the coma stage.

The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you...Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you...Now can you smile? Now can you move?

No, therefore, I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you...And love doesn't need a reason

With love always,

Forever yours.

*******

Relationships are hard to handle......might even seem impossible at times.There will be many fights and many quarrels,

many disagreements and many tears.....

The easiest thing would be to give up.

But if we spent half the energy we use in fighting with each other,

and spend that energy in fighting to keep the relationship strong, then that is love……

Remember, in a relationship, giving up is not the solution Disagreements, fights and quarrels will always be there.

But you must always fight harder to stay together.

Some fights are truly worth fighting!

someone sent this to me =]

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haha . engad x agy mase nim ? ak ajop mum g mkn nasy ea ? bhaha !

my sadest memory

ak ingt nk tuls mnd laen hri ni.

p ble ak bukk photo album dalm leptop ak,

ak 6mpk sekepng gmbo yg ak cri slame ni..

gmbo org yg ak syg..

gmbo yg brjya ubh dri ak..

gmbo org yg btl2 sygkn ak..

ak kenl ngn org ni mse ak balk dri bndr

smpai kt tgh jaln,hujn turun,..

ak ingt nk redah j

pas tuu,maken lame maken lebat

lme jgk ak tnggu hujn serik

pas tu ye datng brteduh jgk(satuu bngsal ngn ak)

mle2 ak tgk ye ni mcm ta mo jgk stay kt bngsal tu ngn ak

ye la..maybe mka ak ni mcm dax jaht...

da la ak tenung mka ye,sbb mka ye 2 cute sangt2 !!

ak ingt agy ayt ye gtau kt ak..

"jgn tenung lme ngt,takut la ak"

ak bals la balek

"nk buat mcm mne,awk ni cute sangt"

(ak ngaku,dlu ni ak ni player..walaupun rupe x ad)

pas pada 2,ktaorg sembng mcm da lme ktorg kenl

tp nme ye pn ak x kenl agy time tu

smpai hujn da serik pn ktaorg still sembng agy..

time ktaorg nk balk,ak smpt mntx num hp ye,,

ye pkai num mxcis,ak pkai no clcom

p ak x ksa,ak still call ye mlm 2..

maken lme ak call ye ngn text ye

maken syg ak kt ye,dalm semnggu pas tkaorg first time meet

ak tnye ye

"klu sy kte sy syg awk,awk nk kte ap??"

pas 2 ye cakp

"i love u too"

ak happy gle ble ye juge syg ak

mle2 ak nk maenkn ye aja(sbb ak kn player)

p ble ak da kenl hti ye,ak btl2 jath hti ngn ye

tp,pda mse yg sme..ak tetp ngn prangai lme ak..

ak tetp usha gurl laen.

genap sebuln ak kpe ngn ye,ye kenlkn ak ngn family ye

mle2 family ye x trime ak,p lme2 parents ye da bg ak green light

tp hubungn kmi ta kekl lme,

ak ingt lg,mse ak dapt result PMR ak,ye la org prtame ak call

tp ye x angkt,ak call akk ye...

akk ye suro ak datng hospital

ak bmbng kalau jdi ap2 kt ye,ak bmbng lau ak kehilangn ye...

ak bmbng sangt2 !!

smpai kt hspital,ak tgk ye ad kt ats katl

ak tgk badn ye lemah,mka ye pucat

ye pndang ak,dan cube snyum kt ak

senyumn yg ye ukirkn buat ak bersalah,buat ak menyesl

ak dah maenkn hti ye,ak da lkekn perasaan ye

lme ad stay kt sblh ye..

keluarga ye tngglkn kmi,mungkn yeorg pahm ak

ak nk brsndirian ngn ye

ak nk mntx maap ngn ye,ak nk bgtau ye yg ak btl2 cntekn ye !!

ble tnggl kmi dua org,ye cakp kt ak

"sy tau yg awk curng ngn sy,sy tau awk ad pmpuan laen..tp sy buat ta tau sbb sy btl2 cntekn awk.

sy tau sy x layk untk awk,awk siht,x mcm sy"

lme jgk ak menangs kt sblh ye..tiap titk air mte ak jath

ak menyesl sbb maenkn perasaan ye

ak menyesl sbb x jga ye ngn baek

ak menyesl sangt2

awk..

kat awk maseh hidup,sy nk awk tau yg sy da brubah..

sy x mcm alip yg awk kenl dlu

kalau awk masek hidp,sy nk awk tau..

yg sy maseh cntekn awk,yg sy maseh sygkn awk mcm dlu

mcm kli prtama kte kpe..

awk,walaupn da 2 thn awk tngglkn sy,sy maseh ingt mka awk

sy maseh ingt senyumn awk,sy maseh ingt segalanya tntng awk..

awk.

kalau sy tau yg awk sakit,sy xkn maenkn cnte awk

sy xkn lukakn perasaan awk

sy akn jga awk

awk,sy syg awk sangt2..

npe awk tngglkn sy?

npe awk tngglkn sy ble sy da jmpe pmpuan untk sy??

npe awk..

awk,tiap kli sy ingt pasl awk..sy psti nangs

skrng pn sy tgh nangs sbb sy nyesl..

sy nyesl sangt sbb maenkn cnte awk

....

I LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH

new start !

ta tau a npe nk tuls sal ni ..
tetibe j tergerak aty ku ni mau tules sal ni.
masok ari nie .. genap 1 minggu ak pts ngn dax sorng ni =]
mule-mule mmg la ak frust gler !
p naseb la ak ad mmbr-mmber yank slalu bg ak moral support kat ku

benonye,bru ak sedo ak j yg trgile-gilekn ye
(bleh a ak nk masok wad gile.haha)
sedngkn ye ni x prnh nk ciyes ngn ak
bru ak tau yg cnte ak ni x layk buat dri ye
mmg a ak ngn ye bnyk ngt dugaan,ye la....
dax tu chumel,baek..mmg la rmai org nk kt ye
da la ak ni x la smat mne.hehe

bru ak tau yg slame ni ye da maenkn perasaan ak..
tp ak x ksa,sbb ak jgk yg salh
ak ta pedulikn kate-kate saing ak sal ye
skrni ni bru ak tau makne
'KAWAN LAGI PENTING DARIPADA AWEK'
thanks guys,sbb ajrkn ak satuu bnde paling penting
ak mmg untng sangt dapt kawn cm korng
opss ! out of topic .. =p

ape-ape pom,skrng ni nme ey** x ad dalm kamus idup ak
ak harp kau xkn maenkn hti mne-mne laki mcm kau buat kt ak
cukp a hti ak yg kau lukai  =]
n now im happy with my new life without u
i pray for u happiness