bodoh kan aku ?

bodoh kan aku . sayangkan GF org . nape aku sayang sangt sangat kat kau ? npe ak x boleh na lupekan kau ? nape aku susah sangt na lupekan kau ! macam macam cara aku buat untuk lupekan kau , tp ak tak bole . aku tau aku jahat . aku da ad makwe , kau pon ade pakwe . nape kau kate kate sayang aku sedangkan kau sudah ade yea ? tolong aku lepekan yea ! aku harap sangt . aku na lupekan sume ni , ak ta mo sedh lagi sebab sorang permpuan ! aku just na anggap kau sebagai kawan aku . ta lebeh dari tu . aku tau kau memang heppy ngn yea ! tolong , lupakan aku . kembali kepadanya . aku cuna na bahgia ngan hidup aku skrng . :'(

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ku na tnye koam nih , ap mknenye ble kte asyik teringt ingt kat some one , smpai kte mimpi mimpi yea ? mnd tuu k oam pnggl sayam n jath cinta ? p ak ta pena pom anggp yea mcm tuu , ta pena pom ak ter piki yg ak akn ske , sayam , cinta lg a ! ak just anggp yea kawn baek ak jea , k salh npe yg ak anggp slame nie ? n dax tuu pom baek ngn ku , baek sesangt ! ta mcm yea layn kawn yea yg laen . sedngkan yea suda tau yg ak da brpunya , npe kau layn ku mcm nie ? lau layann kau mcm nie trhadp ku , ta munkin ku akn anggp kau sbg kawm ak jea ! ak arap kau pahm ak yg ak kte , ak sayam kau . tp sbg kawn aja . . ta lebh dri itu ! ak ta mo ilng mu dri idup ak .

kawan lama

pergh!lame gyle ak x update ak punya blog.ak check ak punya blog,da berhabuk,kulat pon ad jgk cikitcikit!haha..tah la,maybe sbb ak lme x update ak punya blog sbb x ad cte baru,aku just ulangi mnde yg sme setiap hri.bosn ngn hidp ak skrng,x ad bnde bru ak na buat! T-T

anyway,barubaru ni ak contact balek ngn kawn pertama ak di laman maya!ye ni an,punyalah cun..ak try ayt ye dlu..tp ayt ak x pena sangkut kat yea..maybe ayt ku x power kot!haha.ak kenl ngn ye dalm stu buln j kot,then ye senyap terus,ak call asyik voicemaill aja.mulemule ak ingt ye da maty  :p  (soe bb ak pk mcm tuu sal mu)  hahaha.tiaptiap mlm ak on9 ak punya YM sbb na tgk yea on9 ta,da mask 2 thn..bru ak 6mpk yea on9 balk,waswas jgk ak na tego yea.bmbng yea da x kenl ak!p last2,yea yg tego ak dulu. "wei,npe smbng sangt ngn ak haa?ak lempang kang bru tau! " tuu ayt yea ble tego ak!haha,mse cht ngn yea..mmg rapt ak kteorg!smpai skrng pn ad jgk rse na kpe ngn yea.p ak pk baek ak just kawn jea ngn ye,ak x snggp ilng sorng agy kawn dalm hidp ak!

smpai di sini aja coretan ku kani ini.till next time :)
*ak arap kte akn tetl kawn smpai ble2 ~nurfarhanah bt mohd rawa~

fresh new start

just arrive last night at 1.24 morning .
really hopping that it will be ok , both for me and her . hee  =]
heard that she already have another bf . hakhak ,
never mined that , i already swear to myself that i will do anything to forget about her
really , i swear that i will forget about her !
dear god , please help me . i begged to u my lord !
now that im here , there is no turning back .
just move forward , n live your life !

first day kje

semlm (8.2.2011) first day ku kje kt sup utara . kdai tuu simple j , but .. mmg syok gile . bos spoting , ta ske mengarh ngarah , n pling pntng .. ye trime care ku krja ! hehe  =]  gaji pn kre on lhaa RM20 stu hri , krja stat pukl 5 ptg smpai 12 mlm . ok lhaa pd tmpt krja lme ku , pent gyl ! krja 12 jam 30 minit satu hri . gaji plak RM19 j .. tuu kalau ta potng gaji ! isk , mmg tertekn lhaa krja kt sna , jauh beza ngn kmpt krja ku skrng . maka6 pn tauke bg , siap pkse ku tmbh agy  =p  burkkk ! kenyang gyle ku semlm . tp an , bos tuu knakn ku semlm .. ye letk lada 3 sudu ! ye da tau ku mmg ta bole makn makn6 peds2 . ku makn 2 sudu jep , air mta ngn idung ku nengalr , yeorg skekn ak smpai 30 minit bru bernti ! mmg sedh ah  T-T  tp ta pe , ku akn tetp brsabr ! btw , thanks rina bb buat driku tak kesunyian semlm ! really appreciate it <3

awk..

awk...
awk anggp sy ap ?
serng sy tnye awk soklan nie,bkn sy nk meragui cnte awk
tp sy nk kepastian,
kepastian yg awk ta kn curng ngn sy...

awk...
awk tau betapa sy sygkn awk ?
awk tau betape sy cntekn awk ?
sy tau awk budak comel..
rmai yg nkkn awk sbg mkwe awk...
sbb tuu jgk sy slalu tnye awk sokln tuu

awk..
sy slalu tnye awk sokln tuu sbb...
awk slalu tak enthkn sy
awk slalu tak bals text sy
kekadang sy trtnye...
spe sy pda awk
awk anggp sy ni pkwe awk
atau pun sekadar kawn..

awk...
sy sedh ble awk buat sy mcm tak wujd dalm hidp awk
awk,
sy kecewa sbb awk buat sy mcm ni
sy nk kte jdi mcm pasangn yg laen,
slalu happy,
gmbira sesame,ska atau duka
sy nk jgk tgk awk happy ble awk ngn sy

awk...sy tau mungkn salh sy
mungkn sbb perangai sy
sy tau sy tak pndai nk jga perasaan awk
sy tak hargai awk kehadirn awk dalm hidp sy

tp sy nk awk tau
yg sy slalu sygkn awk
sy akn slalu cntekn awk...
awk,sy akn tetp sygkn awk
smpai sy mti

no reason for love

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man : I can't tell the reason. But I really like you...

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,

because your voice is sweet,

because you are caring,

because you are loving,

because you are thoughtful,

because of your smile,

because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.

********

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and went into the coma stage.

The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your care and concern that I like you...Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.

Because of your smile, because of your every movement that I love you...Now can you smile? Now can you move?

No, therefore, I cannot love you.

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.

Does love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you...And love doesn't need a reason

With love always,

Forever yours.

*******

Relationships are hard to handle......might even seem impossible at times.There will be many fights and many quarrels,

many disagreements and many tears.....

The easiest thing would be to give up.

But if we spent half the energy we use in fighting with each other,

and spend that energy in fighting to keep the relationship strong, then that is love……

Remember, in a relationship, giving up is not the solution Disagreements, fights and quarrels will always be there.

But you must always fight harder to stay together.

Some fights are truly worth fighting!